Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Feeling Empty

"All the pictures that hung in my memory before I knew you have faded and given place to our radiant moments together. Now I cannot live apart from you...your words are my food, your breath my wine. You are everything to me."
~Sarah Bernhardt

I woke up very early this morning to the realization that this will be the first full day without the joy and comfort that was my loving wife Sandy. She completed me in so many ways. All of those qualities that I lack she possessed in abundance. I relied so heavily on her, especially at times like these that we are about to go through in the next several days. I don't know how I will make it through them without her by my side.

I love you, Sandy, and I miss you so much already. My world will forever be incomplete without you. I am comforted that you are no longer in pain. My solace comes from the smile that I know has returned to your face.

1 comment:

  1. Hi John,
    We are so sorry that Sandy did not see the victory that she so hoped for. She is with our Holy Lord and that is indeed a victory. We feel so blessed that you shared your time and family with us. We will always remember her and will continue to pray for you all for the peace and strength you need. She was a very sweet lady. God Bless you all.
    With Love,
    Ben, Julie, Josie and Jamie Nunez